Just a thought from 22 August 2006 about .

Photo by Derek Powazek, ephemera.orgWhen I was 16, I became a vegetarian. Years later, I spent the summer in Alaska. When my friends and I went fishing, I decided that if I could catch one, I'd totally eat it. So that's what I did. I figured, once you take a fish's life with your own two hands, you're allowed to eat it.

Last night I fired a gun for the first time. My friend Ford grew up around guns in Nevada, so they were always a normal thing. Me, growing up outside Los Angeles with semi-hippy parents, I wasn't even allowed a cap gun.

I've had opinions about guns. But, just like the fish, I figure, it's direct experience that gives you the right to have an opinion. So last night I went to the range with Ford and fired a Remington 11-87 shotgun and a Sig Sauer P229 9mm handgun.

Before last night, if someone had pointed a gun at me, I would have been scared. Now, I'm pretty sure I'd drop to my knees, lose my lunch, and pass out in my own filth. Guns, friends, are not to be trifled with.

Ever seen sex in a movie? You know how it's not really anything like actual sex? Same goes for guns. The causal bang-bang, the slow-mo bullet dodge, the pointless shotgun theatrics ... that's just Hollywood. Guns are not like that.

Guns are loud, instant, and mean. There's a shockwave of sound that goes in all directions you can feel in your stomach. There's a muzzle-flash and a powerful recoil that took me by surprise. And the bullet hitting the target is instant.

Guns are sexy, no doubt. Designed to be held, your finger falls naturally on the trigger. And, of course, there's no denying there's something masculine about a big metal phallus that launches bullets.

I have a new appreciation for the reality of guns. I know the politics. I grew up next to LA in the 80s - I know what handguns can do to a neighborhood. I have no easy answers to the reality of guns in modern life.

But I do know this: You don't really know what guns are until you've fired one.

This section is called Just a Thought. It's a blog where I post little pieces of what I'm thinking about at the moment. This page is an individual entry called “Booma” that I wrote on 22 August 2006.

Before this, I wrote a little something called “Hey San Franciscans: Come Get Intimate” on 15 August 2006. After this, I wrote “Love and Penguins” on 25 August 2006.

Hey San Franciscans: Come Get Intimate
My fellow San Franciscans, got plans Friday night? If not, come watch me get intimate with Heather Gold! Inspired by...
15 August 2006

Love and Penguins
There's an old story. I don't know if it's true, but it goes like this. Penguins mate for life. And...
25 August 2006

The Fine Print

Working the web since 1995, Derek Powazek is the creator of many award-winning websites, a couple of which still exist. Derek is the cofounder of JPG Magazine and the CCO of 8020 Publishing. Derek lives in San Francisco with his wife, two nutty Chihuahuas, a grumpy cat, and a house full of plants named Fred. More »

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